finally ...
tis coming together!
SEHR GENiUS!
Monday, 6 April 2009
Thursday, 2 April 2009
topshop ss09.. kate moss we salute you!
FUCK
i wish this stupid recession wasnt on..
you HAVE to check out the dresses :)
shes so beautiful.. i would marry the girl
Tuesday, 31 March 2009
Mid-year resolutions.. yes they are in need
1. Become a nicer person and stop getting angry at everything.
2. Stop being spontaneous, stop being apathetic, stop being me basically. be responsible with money, with school, with clothes, at parties.
3. Start driving
4. Save for Australia. Is this a good idea if i ditch sixth form after 1year and go travelling? After all i will be 18..
2. Stop being spontaneous, stop being apathetic, stop being me basically. be responsible with money, with school, with clothes, at parties.
3. Start driving
4. Save for Australia. Is this a good idea if i ditch sixth form after 1year and go travelling? After all i will be 18..
Why being 17 sucks dick
1. You are in limbo; there is no logic in being able to get married, but not being legal to drink.
2. You can never have a secret someone won't tell.
3. Facebook becomes a noted addiction and it is too easy to send 300 texts in a week.
4. You are on the most minimum wage, working 8 hours a week yet your parents expect you to pay your way through everything.
5. Student cards are bullshit.
6. Bus fees are ridiculously expensive, but so are cars/driving lessons/petrol.
7. You have about 6 months to decide what to do with your life.
2. You can never have a secret someone won't tell.
3. Facebook becomes a noted addiction and it is too easy to send 300 texts in a week.
4. You are on the most minimum wage, working 8 hours a week yet your parents expect you to pay your way through everything.
5. Student cards are bullshit.
6. Bus fees are ridiculously expensive, but so are cars/driving lessons/petrol.
7. You have about 6 months to decide what to do with your life.
A List of Things Ive Learnt
1. People change. And you realise you just didn't know some well enough the first time around.
2. Your life plans can change in the space of a week, even if you've had them for 10 years.
3. Life is a bitch. Something will always fuck up, but there is NO POINT wasting time and turning it into a drama.
4. Manners are free. So is politeness. So is courtesy.
5. The reason why people bitch is to get a quick reaction, and a quick 10 seconds of limelight. Why bother hating nonsensically? Karma exists. So decide.
2. Your life plans can change in the space of a week, even if you've had them for 10 years.
3. Life is a bitch. Something will always fuck up, but there is NO POINT wasting time and turning it into a drama.
4. Manners are free. So is politeness. So is courtesy.
5. The reason why people bitch is to get a quick reaction, and a quick 10 seconds of limelight. Why bother hating nonsensically? Karma exists. So decide.
familiar faces
this last year has been hard, to say the least. i don't think i would change one thing. i am strong now. i look in the mirror and don't even recognise the face that a couple of months ago would have been streamed with tears and waked over by people she 'loved'now i am happy. kind of. i have my ups and downs like everyone else. and im still on my merry pills to probably prevent me from popping my own clogs. but im getting there.
one small step for man one giant leap for nicki silvanus :)
you know you love me xoxo
isnt it strange how things change? how people you thought you knew inside & outside.. you didnt know them at all
You promised you would always catch me, whether i tripped or if I'd fall, we'd tease each other, you'd jog my memory. i guess I'm kinda non existent anymore. we'd laugh at jokes far from funny, till we'd be cryin' on the floor, now you've locked me out and it seems I'm the other side of, of the door. But no,you're the permanent fixture in my heart, and there's no letting go of,of the picture that fell apart,'cause the locks have changed but the keys we were given, they no longer fit. please just leave me in this misery until i move on until i fix. You'd always lend me your jacket,even if you were freezing cold,you'd whisper in my ear that you loved me,and that together we'd grow old,you'd understand every emotion, that would be running through my mind,it felt like you were the shoulder i could run to when I'd, wanna cry.
you'll always be there. just not in the same way
Monday, 30 March 2009
MAKE THIS. world A BETTER place
oH preTty babY Love Me Forever. I will be yours
VAMP ME UP
bestest friend - weed smoker, wannabe joker
beautiful boy would do anything for you!
SILLY JASMIN - always the punchline of the joke
endless hours of counselling you give me
where would i be without? xoxo
Tuesday, 24 March 2009
you you me you
There are millions of people in this world,
but in the end it all comes down to one.
I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there’s something beautiful in my
imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see.
The strength that I will never be able to say. You can be anywhere where when your life begins.
You meet the right person and anything is possible.
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